Giving flowers to a former friend while he can still smell them.
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DevilishAnthony
Weird James
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Weird James
I hope you have my internal-family-systems-before-it-was-col audio profile where there are multiple messages talking at the same time.
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Rachel K
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DevilishAnthony
No, I don't have that one. I have very little of old Zone stuff. I just recorded a few things when I thought they sounded cool, but I didn't check every profile for cool audio.
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Weird James
Yes rdfreak I remember you. I was ItsAConspiraZZ but I don’t think we interacted much. Oh yes I also followed him through his girlfriends as he had a lot. It sounds like him and his wife are rocking on to the break of dawn. They are cute on stream and I am glad that they are also not doing every stream together because in my mind it means they have a healthier relationship. And I am disappointed to learn that he was a horny mchornington because to me he seemed to be the most respectful of women. Ah well. He was on NHB and told lots of racist jokes which was disgusting. He doesn’t do that on his YouTube. People lose their sense of smell if they have been in a fire or been hit really hard.
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Weird James
I am kind of fucked up right now because I forgot about how the stuff after we stopped communicating made me feel. The racist stuff etc. On his YouTube he has inched towards explicit inclusiveness. (Instead of just the Liam is Cool bunch, making it a safe space for more diverse people.) Judgment day, the game I coded for, has a colorful history. His friend was named as the boss, and I didn’t think anything of it because they are friends. And I still think that but it did make me squeamish when I played the game even though Liam did the voice of the supreme commander himself. After I learned more about my socioeconomic place in the world, I would side eye the NHB stuff really hard in 2017, but even then he was the counterpart to Damon’s severely depressed lazy myssogyny. Ultimately the show had to stop because of the mental health toll.
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Weird James
Liam if you are reading this you are still the win even though racism is disgusting. I too said racist things when I was sixteen. It doesn’t make me better than you that I stopped earlier but man. Now though, you do good work on your YouTube. Rimworld does suck though. I wish you would stop playing that game and play more Mortal Kombat. Rock on and I think about you and I really love that you did the voice of the boss of Judgment Day instead of Ather. I don’t know the details of what went down but ultimately it stands out in my mind as an antiracist decision. Rock on.
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