manny
that's true
Meg
Honestly, I’m on the go so much sometimes I can’t always sit and listen to audio messages but I hear them in the background once in a while and I just heard that it was really hard and I don’t want to assume that I don’t need to care or know more than that, but clearly you’ve been going through stuff and that’s all that matters is that you know that you have friends where possible. 
manny
user375146
I barely heard what you said. Your audio was way too low. But I guess I got the gist of it. I don't know what happened honey but hang in there and feel better. It's good to talk about it. I see that several people have posted very nice comments already. Like many have said before, everyone has been there before. As days go on it will get easier to manage with your loss. It will never go away but it will get easier. Keep talking and sharing and treat yourself to some ice cream or a nice hot cup of tea.
Ciara
Oh girl. I have been there too especially as somebody that usually ends up being the mediator in my friend groups. Just know that the people who truly support you will always be there for you, even if you make a mistake or you try to do something with good intentions and it doesn't turn out how you thought it would.
the adriano creature
Been there before, too darn many times, and you're way too quiet by the way, I got the headset clear wide open and can't hardly hear you, Figured I'd let you know.
Josh Stronach
Literophilus
Déjà Brew Diane
Stefan
Meg
I’m sorry you feel so hopeless. If it helps in anyway, I went to an app once and the quote said this thing that’s happening is a hassle and not a horror. I didn’t like it at the time but it’s kind of true.